Jan 01 2009
Anxiety: joy murderer

I woke up anxious. A paralyzing, gnawing, bewildering knot in my stomach scattered any thoughts of going back to sleep.
Flat on my back, I wimpered, “It’s 2009, Oh God, there are a lot of hurdles to be faced in the months ahead. I don’t think I have what it takes…”
Throughout the day, I pushed my anxiety aside through vigorous work and exercise. But the questions still loomed-“What’s in store ahead? Success? Failure? I don’t know what I’m doing!”
It wasn’t till this evening, when I encountered the truth of the scriptures that my spirit bounded up once more.
Christ is the Great Shepherd, (Heb 13:20) and the Chief Shepherd (1 Peter 5:4). I think Randy Alcorn had it right when he wrote:
“No other illustration so vividly portrays His tender care and guiding hand.”
The rest I sought emerged at last as I meditated on the guiding, loving hand of our God. He does not leave us to wander alone through 2009, He is not surprised by the future; He is our “guiding hand” and our strong support.
2009, here we come. I’m ready now.
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Sources: “Shepherd Status”, Randy Alcorn in Come Thou Long-Expected Jesus




